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Mar. 30th, 2009 | 02:50 pm

well i just got to my heighest weight 135lbs!!!!
STATS:
5'5"
CW-126lbs
GW-115lbs (by April 14th)
GW2-100lbs (by May 10th)
UGW-90lbs (by June 4th)
i'm going to lose it all, i'm determined to lose it all, i WILL lose it all!!!
so my plan is to workout with The FIRM program, run and do the SHAPE magazine bikini countdown workout 3-6times a week...plus running...first 1km then increase slowly...i should beable to run 10km by the end of the month :) i can run 5km..but i'm gonna take it really slowly so i dont get overwhelmed
i'm starting the ABC diet next monday :D
and after i finish the ABC diet i'll do the lemonade master cleanse :)
i should lose 20lbs by the end of April
RESTRICTIONS:
NO JUNK FOOD
NO BREAD (only 1 or 2 a week)
NO SALAD DRESSING (only lemon)
NO CASSEROLES (to hard to count the calories)
NO PORK
NO HAMBURGER MEAT
NO WHITE SAUCES
NO POP
NO DESSERTS
NO MUFFINS
NO PASTERIES
NO FOOD THAT MAKES ME GAG AFTER I FINISHED EATING IT !!

by JUNE 5th (day of grad and on the 6th is prom day i will be 90lbs!!!!!)

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NEW YEARS

Jan. 1st, 2009 | 08:39 pm

New years resolutions:
workout every second day
be 90lbs
don't eat after 6pm
start running
be very fashionable
wear highheels lots
and many more :D

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FAST

Nov. 15th, 2008 | 04:09 pm

so i'm starting a new fast sunday, at 6pm.. i will do it as long as possible, but 5 days for sure.. i fasted 24 hours, and broke it by consuming a fucking veggie burger!!! i am so ashamed of myself, why would i do that?? but i will work out tonight, and stuff, i was walking fast all day today, which burned about 300-500cals, only sat down for 30 minutes of 6hours walking!!

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STARTING NEW

Oct. 26th, 2008 | 08:13 pm

okay, so after binging yesterday(800cals) and only purging the lemon merangue pie. i've decided that i am going to go on a strict diets, right now i'm doing the HOLLYWOOD DIET, which is consuming only a 3 cups of a liquid drink that i make at home, if you would like the recipee please let me know. it only last two days, and you lose up to 10lbs, so far i lost 3, but i  wasn't sure if i drink water???
tomorrow the next day i'm on the LEMONADE MASTER CLEANSE DIET, or the PROTEIN DIET...i'm not to sure which one to do first, i think the lemonade one only b.c i'm watching someones house right now, and i'm not at home so it would defintly be a lot easier to do the lemonade one..the protein diet day
Breakfast: protein shake (whey) 120cal
lunch:protein shake/bar 120-200cal
dinner:protein shake/bar/high protein food120-200cal
total 400-520cals

i know how depressed i get when i'm on my strict diet, or when i don't eat for days, but i'm ready for it...you would think that you'de get used to the starvation when you do it for weeks, sometimes months, at a time but you're always grumpy, tired, depressed, and unfortuantly for me anti social, but thats not changed.,..

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I'm New

Oct. 16th, 2008 | 01:18 pm
mood: excitedexcited

Hello everyone, i just recently got accepted, and i'm a bit nervous, so i've had E.D. since i was 13 years old, in grade 7. Although it wasn't bad then, i think my lowest weight was 87lbs in grade 8.
but then i gained  it all back b/c fam.
so my current weight is 124 lbs(after gaining 5 lbs from the weekend)
and my goal weight is 85lbs by February/March, before i go to Las Vegas for prom dress shopping
i am 17 yrs old, turning 18 in 4 months. and 5'5/5'4

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FUCK it

Aug. 12th, 2008 | 09:33 am

I feel like shit, and frustrated. i'm babysitting right now.
The thing that makes me feel better, is when i think of TWILIGHT, NEW MOON, ECLIPSE, AND OF COURSE BREAKING DAWN!!! i really wish that i had a boyfriend more than anything else in the world, that loved me and was perfect for me.. i can't wait.
but the thing that holds me back from confidence is me being fat.. i hate it, its depressing, and agonizing pain that hurts so much. I really wish that i could be so skinny people will notice, guys would want to go out with me.
i want to be a size 0 for the prom and its in may, possibly june. i have so much goals and it sucks, i want to get them over and done with and feel good about myself.. i can't wait till i have the confidence that i need.

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