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Mar. 30th, 2009 | 02:50 pm

well i just got to my heighest weight 135lbs!!!!
GW-115lbs (by April 14th)
GW2-100lbs (by May 10th)
UGW-90lbs (by June 4th)
i'm going to lose it all, i'm determined to lose it all, i WILL lose it all!!!
so my plan is to workout with The FIRM program, run and do the SHAPE magazine bikini countdown workout 3-6times a week...plus running...first 1km then increase slowly...i should beable to run 10km by the end of the month :) i can run 5km..but i'm gonna take it really slowly so i dont get overwhelmed
i'm starting the ABC diet next monday :D
and after i finish the ABC diet i'll do the lemonade master cleanse :)
i should lose 20lbs by the end of April
NO BREAD (only 1 or 2 a week)
NO SALAD DRESSING (only lemon)
NO CASSEROLES (to hard to count the calories)

by JUNE 5th (day of grad and on the 6th is prom day i will be 90lbs!!!!!)

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Jan. 1st, 2009 | 08:39 pm

New years resolutions:
workout every second day
be 90lbs
don't eat after 6pm
start running
be very fashionable
wear highheels lots
and many more :D

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Nov. 15th, 2008 | 04:09 pm

so i'm starting a new fast sunday, at 6pm.. i will do it as long as possible, but 5 days for sure.. i fasted 24 hours, and broke it by consuming a fucking veggie burger!!! i am so ashamed of myself, why would i do that?? but i will work out tonight, and stuff, i was walking fast all day today, which burned about 300-500cals, only sat down for 30 minutes of 6hours walking!!

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Oct. 26th, 2008 | 08:13 pm

okay, so after binging yesterday(800cals) and only purging the lemon merangue pie. i've decided that i am going to go on a strict diets, right now i'm doing the HOLLYWOOD DIET, which is consuming only a 3 cups of a liquid drink that i make at home, if you would like the recipee please let me know. it only last two days, and you lose up to 10lbs, so far i lost 3, but i  wasn't sure if i drink water???
tomorrow the next day i'm on the LEMONADE MASTER CLEANSE DIET, or the PROTEIN DIET...i'm not to sure which one to do first, i think the lemonade one only b.c i'm watching someones house right now, and i'm not at home so it would defintly be a lot easier to do the lemonade one..the protein diet day
Breakfast: protein shake (whey) 120cal
lunch:protein shake/bar 120-200cal
dinner:protein shake/bar/high protein food120-200cal
total 400-520cals

i know how depressed i get when i'm on my strict diet, or when i don't eat for days, but i'm ready for it...you would think that you'de get used to the starvation when you do it for weeks, sometimes months, at a time but you're always grumpy, tired, depressed, and unfortuantly for me anti social, but thats not changed.,..

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Oct. 16th, 2008 | 01:18 pm
mood: excitedexcited

Hello everyone, i just recently got accepted, and i'm a bit nervous, so i've had E.D. since i was 13 years old, in grade 7. Although it wasn't bad then, i think my lowest weight was 87lbs in grade 8.
but then i gained  it all back b/c fam.
so my current weight is 124 lbs(after gaining 5 lbs from the weekend)
and my goal weight is 85lbs by February/March, before i go to Las Vegas for prom dress shopping
i am 17 yrs old, turning 18 in 4 months. and 5'5/5'4

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Aug. 12th, 2008 | 09:33 am

I feel like shit, and frustrated. i'm babysitting right now.
The thing that makes me feel better, is when i think of TWILIGHT, NEW MOON, ECLIPSE, AND OF COURSE BREAKING DAWN!!! i really wish that i had a boyfriend more than anything else in the world, that loved me and was perfect for me.. i can't wait.
but the thing that holds me back from confidence is me being fat.. i hate it, its depressing, and agonizing pain that hurts so much. I really wish that i could be so skinny people will notice, guys would want to go out with me.
i want to be a size 0 for the prom and its in may, possibly june. i have so much goals and it sucks, i want to get them over and done with and feel good about myself.. i can't wait till i have the confidence that i need.

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